urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77 you don't know what you're missing. Michelle 2005-02-28T03:33:11Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:43061 2005-02-28T03:33:11Z 2005-02-28T03:33:11Z i had a great day. i stayed at sara's last night. we smoked some pot then she drove me home. on the way mike had to stop at ballys. he bought me this amazing energy drink called redline. everyone and their mother needs to try it. it says to drink half the bottle, and then 4 hours later drink the other half. do you really think i'd only drink half? of course not. so i drank the whole thing, and i could not sit still. i ran around, jumped up and down, did cartwheels, walked in circles, spun around, danced, and totally spazzed out for like 2 hours. it was great. then i decided to go to the dollar tree. i bought some candy and then went to volunteers of america. i got this vest and a totally awesome snoop doll. you're so jealous it hurts. thenn i came home and my mom told me if i quit smoking for a month she'll give me $100. KICK ASS. so yea. march 27th, i will be rich. and i havent drank since the 7th. and im not going to drink again until the 7th. i thought i couldnt do it. but check it out, i rule. good thing i decided to stop both these things on the shortest month of the year. so yea. thats about it. the end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:42746 2005-02-12T05:41:11Z 2005-02-12T05:41:11Z runnin riot - johnny reggae i dont do anything interesting enough to write about. i just go over to saras and get drunk and/or smoke pot. and if i just wrote the same thing in here all the time it'd get pretty lame. so yea. im boring. but not. because i have fun. so shut up. im going to get my permit soon i think. like...i dont know i have to read the book first. uhh yea. ive been in quite the good mood lately. i decided not to drink for a while because of a mishap a few nights ago. i accidentally got too drunk and blacked out. i started screaming and freaking out. i kicked jon in the face and almost got sara kicked out of her apartment. and i cut my leg and have like 49857 bruises. yea whoops. so i think ill stick to the marijuana for now and see how long i can go without drinking. it'll be a good thing for me, because i've been drinking way too much lately. so i need a break from it. and in like a month i can go back to my regular drunken self. whoa whoa i never thought this day would come. 4 days without alcohol....that's pretty good isn't it? yea no. starsky and hutch is a good movie. i love me some vince vaughn. i dont know why im writing in here i have nothing to write about. i should clean my room or something. i wont. but bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:42407 2005-01-25T21:36:12Z 2005-01-25T21:36:12Z the adverts - back from the dead i was at saras for 2 days. it was cool. we just drank beer and smoked pot. and doodah. i have a really bad taste in my mouth, and i should probably take a shower. yea yea. its tuesday. tuesdays are lame. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:42104 2005-01-22T13:23:25Z 2005-01-22T13:23:25Z the rezillos - somebodys gonna get their head kicked in tonight was cool. went to see derek's band with ricky and bobby. drank some beer under the burnside bridge. realized that hardcore dancing truly is the LAMEST thing to ever exist. one of the motherfucking gay ass kids hardcore danced their way into my face, and cut my lip. after that whenever any of the 2 or so of them would come over by me i'd have to hit them really hard, for looking so stupid. if you suck enough to hardcore dance, you need a good beating. but anyway....hung out with some kids i never get to see anymore. got on the most crowded max ever. me, ricky and bobby were like hardly even in the door. came home. talked to bobby and wesal, i think me and her are pretty ok now. thats good. and we're supposed to chill tomorrow or something and maybe get a box of wine, if i magically stop being poor. then i might go to that house show if other people are going to go. and im sure they are...so yea. the awake face kind of freaks me out.<br /><br />but anyway i was just laying in my bed trying to go to sleep, impossible for me to do at only 5 in the morning apparently, and i was thinking and something along the lines of "god im such a penis sponge" popped into my head. hahahaha oh my god. i have no fucking idea where that came from or WHAT THE FUCK a penis sponge is. im guessing its kind of like a whore....only a little more clever, and lot more retarded. i think that one needs to catch on, then one day in like 5 years some kid will be like you're such a penis sponge i hate you to someone and they'll think man whoever came up with that one was a fucking genius.<br /><br />haha i'm so stupid and you love it. goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:41758 2005-01-20T05:33:06Z 2005-01-20T05:33:06Z the cramps - the way i walk good grief. everyone here drives me fucking crazy. it'd be nice if i could like....go someplace else for a few months or something. but yea. nothings been up with me. i went to saras last night. it was fun. i havent hung out with jon, ryan, tylar, and juston in forever like back in the good old days. im going to see derek and zacks band on friday. and katis going too so that should be fun. yea...and thats about it. oh. i hate girls. hate them hate them hate them. any girl who acts like a girl and does girl things sucks. because they're annoying and make me shoot them. i need to start waking up earlier. like...noon. because nobodys awake when i am. thats all. im done. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:41715 2005-01-09T09:48:21Z 2005-01-09T09:48:21Z holy gay ass drama. god damn. i got my purse jacked last night. that sucks. some people hate me. apparently i really enjoy setting myself up for getting fucked over. thats cool. good job, michelle. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:41340 2005-01-05T21:37:25Z 2005-01-05T21:37:25Z i think my friends all died. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:41097 2005-01-03T03:42:48Z 2005-01-03T03:42:48Z the boys - i dont care IN THE NEW YEAR I PLAN ON DOING THESE THINGS:<br />-get my GED<br />-get my permit<br />-get a job<br />-not die<br />-clean my room out, paint saras old one, and move in there<br />-have $300 saved up by the end of the year...i dont know why 300 and i dont know what for, but it'd probably be a good thing to do<br />-kill you<br /><br />....yes. thats all for now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:40768 2005-01-02T20:09:23Z 2005-01-02T20:09:23Z vanilla muffins - smash all your feelings hmm. what have i done? the past couple weeks ive just been hanging out with my friends, getting drunk and high and frying on robitussin. i think i need to get a job. or something. yea yea. theres a show tomorrow night. yay. ok i dont feel good bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:40625 2004-12-25T17:55:18Z 2004-12-25T17:58:33Z stray cats - stray cat strut hmm...lets see...thursday jon, robert, and ryan all came over frying on robitussin we chilled and stuff. they were funny. then jon and robert left and ryan stayed over. then the next day was christmas eve. i think we had the awesomest christmas eve ever. me and ryan hung out in the morning then we got on the max, saw erik, then we met jon at 82nd. we went to wherehouse music, i got 2 cds. the business and billy idol. then we went to wal mart and got 6 bottles of robitussin. we took 10 then got on the bus. me and ryan waited at wal mart while jon was buying pot. we bought some antlers with bells and some bubbles. then we just sat outside the store for a while and jingle jangled and said merry christmas to people. then all of us went over to ryans grandmas. it was cool, we smoked pot with ryans mom in his grandmas kitchen. then juston got there. we watched tv and stuff for a while. then we all went back over to ryans. took more robitussin and smoked more pot. sara came and picked me up at like 11 or 12 then we came home and ate chinese food and watched tv. yea yea, it was a fun day. then today my mom woke me up at the crack of dawn. well 8:30, but close enough. we opened presents, i got a family guy dvd, saved, cabaret, a cd player, and i think a gallon of VODKA from my sister. i dont know its in her trunk. yay. then today i dont know what im doing. probably frying and jingle janglin. well thats all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:40029 2004-12-18T08:14:30Z 2004-12-18T08:24:05Z i think i was put on earth as a sick, sick joke. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:39900 2004-12-16T00:20:52Z 2004-12-16T00:20:52Z suck. my. cock. yea you heard me....i love wine. wine wine wine. what are you going to do about it? NOTHING? thats what i fucking thought. fuck the police....and their gang control. bitches. rawr. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:39562 2004-12-13T04:13:02Z 2004-12-13T04:13:02Z the wildhearts - someone that won't let me go my friends suck. i want a box of wine. im bored. i miss someone. its really cold. nobodys online. the end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:38973 2004-11-28T01:22:47Z 2004-11-28T01:22:47Z the bruisers - american night i havent written in here in a while. i havent done much. just gone over to saras and hung out and stuff. i went to my aunts for thanksgiving and drank martinis. then last night there was a show. it was lame except for the altarboys. i think im going to saras again tonight. cool. thats all. ok bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:38739 2004-11-20T07:26:31Z 2004-11-20T07:26:31Z cockney rejects - join the rejects i've made some goals for myself. because...people need goals. or something. or because as of right now i have absolutely none. here they are:<br /><br />-wake up earlier....like before 11 or so<br />-change my clothes more often<br />-take a shower once a week<br />-paint my room red<br />-see my friends more<br />-move into my room before my birthday<br /><br />and that's it. you'd think those wouldn't be too hard. but i'm lazier than you and probably won't get any of them done. shut up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:38580 2004-11-17T04:44:03Z 2004-11-17T04:44:03Z ive been really sick the past couple of days. my head hurts like a bitch, my throat is so swollen i cant eat, but i feel like throwing up all the time. so today i threw up some blood, because i had nothing else to throw up. and my mom thinks i have tonsillitis. and i probably do. i think im going to the doctors tomorrow. that should be fun. ok bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:38327 2004-11-13T20:59:35Z 2004-11-13T20:59:35Z wednesday night heroes - style over substance i woke up today missing a sock and my underwear, and i was covered in dirt and bruises. how any of that happened, i have absolutely no idea. cool.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:37938 2004-11-05T06:41:57Z 2004-11-05T06:41:57Z murderdolls - dead in hollywood <a name="cutid1"></a><br /><br /><br />the things bolded mean i've done them.<br /><br />Bought everyone in the pub a drink <br />Swam with wild dolphins <br />Climbed a mountain<br />Taken a Ferrari for a test drive<br />Been inside the Great Pyramid<br />Held a tarantula.<br />Taken a candlelit bath with someone <br /><b>Said ‘I love you’ and meant it</b> <br /><b>Hugged a tree</b><br />Done a striptease<br />Bungee jumped<br />Visited Paris<br />Watched a lightning storm at sea<br /><b>Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise</b><br />Seen the Northern Lights<br />Gone to a huge sports game<br />Walked the stairs to the top of the Leaning Tower of Pisa <br /><b>Grown and eaten your own vegetables</b><br />Touched an iceberg<br /><b>Slept under the stars</b><br /><b>Changed a baby’s diaper</b><br />Taken a trip in a hot air balloon<br />Watched a meteor shower<br />Gotten drunk on champagne<br />Given more than you can afford to charity<br /><b>Looked up at the night sky through a telescope</b><br /><b>Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment</b><br />Had a food fight<br />Bet on a winning horse<br /><b>Taken a sick day when you’re not ill</b><br />Asked out a stranger <br /><b>Had a snowball fight</b><br />Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier<br /><b>Screamed as loudly as you possibly can</b><br />Held a lamb<br />Enacted a favorite fantasy<br />Taken a midnight skinny dip<br /><b>Taken an ice cold bath</b><br />Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar<br />Seen a total eclipse<br /><b>Ridden a roller coaster</b><br />Hit a home run<br /><b>Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking</b> <br />Adopted an accent for an entire day <br />Visited the birthplace of your ancestors <br /><b>Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment</b> <br /><b>Had two hard drives for your computer.</b> <br />Loved your job for all accounts<br /><b>Taken care of someone who was shit faced</b><br /><b>Had enough money to be truly satisfied</b><br /><b>Had amazing friends</b><br />Danced with a stranger in a foreign country<br />Watched wild whales<br /><b>Stolen a sign</b><br />Backpacked in Europe <br /><b>Taken a road-trip</b> <br />Been rock climbing<br />Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice<br />Midnight walk on the beach <br />Been sky diving<br />Visited Ireland<br />Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love<br />In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them<br />Visited Japan<br />Benchpressed your own weight <br />Milked a cow<br />Alphabetized your records/cds<br /><b>Pretended to be a superhero</b><br />Sung karaoke <br /><b>Lounged around in bed all day</b><br />Posed nude in front of strangers <br />Been scuba diving<br />Got it on to "Let’s Get It On" by Marvin Gaye<br />Kissed in the rain<br /><b>Played in the mud</b><br /><b>Played in the rain</b><br />Gone to a drive-in theater<br /><b>Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it.</b><br />Visited the Great Wall of China<br />Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog<br />Dropped Windows in favor of something better <br />Started a business<br />Fallen in love and not had your heart broken<br />Toured ancient sites <br />Taken a martial arts class <br />Swordfought for the honor of a woman<br />Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight<br />Gotten married<br />Been in a movie <br />Crashed a party <br /><b>Loved someone you shouldn’t have</b> <br />Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy<br />Gotten divorced<br />Gone without food for 5 days<br /><b>Made cookies from scratch</b><br />Won first prize in a costume contest<br />Ridden a gondola in Venice<br />Gotten a tattoo<br />Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on <br />Rafted the Snake River<br />Been on television news programs as an "expert"<br />Got flowers for no reason<br /><b>Got so drunk you don’t remember anything</b><br />Been addicted to some form of illegal drug<br /><b>Performed on stage</b><br />Been to Las Vegas<br />Recorded music <br />Eaten shark <br />Gone to Thailand<br />Seen Siouxsie live <br />Bought a house<br />Been in a combat zone<br />Buried one/both of your parents<br />Been on a cruise ship<br />Spoken more than one language fluently<br />Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone<br />Bounced a check<br />Performed in Rocky Horror<br />Read - and understood - your credit report<br />Raised children<br /><b>Gotten lost in a character</b><br />Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy<br />Followed your favorite band/singer on tour<br />Created and named your own constellation of stars<br />Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country<br />Found out something significant that your ancestors did <br /><b>Called or written your Congress person</b> <br />Picked up and moved to another city to just start over<br />Walked the Golden Gate Bridge<br /><b>Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking</b> <br />Had plastic surgery<br />Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived.<br />Wrote articles for a large publication <br />Lost over 100 pounds <br />Held someone while they were having a flashback<br />Piloted an airplane<br />Petted a stingray<br />Broken someone’s heart <br />Helped an animal give birth<br />Been fired or laid off from a job<br />Won money on a T.V. game show<br />Gone on an African photo safari<br />Ridden a motorcycle <br />Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph/160 kph<br />Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced<br />Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol<br />Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild<br />Ridden a horse<br /><b>Had major surgery</b><br />Had sex on a moving train<br />Had a snake as a pet<br />Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon<br />Slept through an entire flight <br />Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours<br />Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states <br />Visited all 7 continents <br />Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days<br />Eaten kangaroo meat<br />Been a sperm or egg donor<br /><b>Eaten sushi</b> <br />Had your picture in the newspaper <br />Had 2 healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime<br />Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about<br />Gotten someone fired for their actions<br />Gone back to school<br />Parasailed<br />Changed your name<br /><b>Petted a cockroach</b><br />Eaten fried green tomatoes<br />Read The Iliad <br />Selected one important author who you missed in school, and read <br />Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them.<br />Gotten 86ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you.<br />Taught yourself an art from scratch <br />Killed and prepared an animal for eating<br />Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt <br />Skipped all your school reunions <br />Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language <br />Been elected to public office<br />Written your own computer language <br />Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream<br />Had to put someone you love into hospice care<br />Built your own PC from parts<br />Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you<br />Had a booth at a street fair<br /><b>Dyed your hair</b><br />Been a DJ<br />Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal<br />Written your own role playing game<br /><b>Been arrested</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:37884 2004-10-30T20:34:36Z 2004-10-30T20:34:36Z zombina and the skeletones - ape men i havent written in here in a while. i dont really do anything anymore since i dont go to school. i've hung out with ryan, tylar, juston and jon a bunch of times. uhmmm...yea. im supposed to hang out with ricky and maybe trevor for a while tonight. then theres a show tomorrow. which should be cool. actually....theres 2 shows. and im supposed to be at both of them. yea ok bye. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:37515 2004-10-28T00:02:08Z 2004-10-28T00:02:08Z the clash - hateful i dont have to go to school anymore...suckers. :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:37354 2004-10-24T00:22:17Z 2004-10-24T00:22:17Z clorox girls - end of a fantasy i had a good night last night. i went to a show. i hung out and talked to people. then i went to saras apartment. we went and got tylar, ryan, jon, jennifer, and juston then all of us went and picked up kyle. we bought some pot and went back to saras. smoked a lot. chilled and stuff. i went to sleep at like 8 in the morning. then today me and sara dropped them all off at the max and i went home. i was going to go to the show tonight or to robs or whatever people were doing so i asked my mom about it and she said my dad got mad because i went to a show last night. its fucking stupid. he said i couldnt go to any shows this weekend, because ive been skipping school. its a bunch of bullshit, hes never around or anything, then he makes all these gay ass rules for me and the only reason i dont run away or anything is because my moms cool. but i fucking hate him. my parents should get divorced. im mad. i think i should just leave. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:37069 2004-10-19T16:44:04Z 2004-10-19T16:44:04Z none. its silent in here. right shift pisses me off. my fingers hurt. im so incredibly bored i could die. there are still 5 hours left in school. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:36776 2004-10-19T01:14:40Z 2004-10-19T01:14:40Z clorox girls - end of a fantasy last night was cool. me, sara, trevor, stephanie, brandon (sara's roomate), and josh (a guy) hung out at saras new apartment. we drank beers and listened to flogging molly and dropkick murphys. it was fun. today me sara, katie and brandon watched movies and they dropped me off here and thats all. i should take a shower. uhm....oh i just wrote this song in my head on the way over here if i ever end up writing it down it'll be called forced faith and it'll be awesome. im sure thats a song already. whatev. school sucks. i have to go tomorrow. and oh i just got back online and i left my away message up for like a day because i thought we were coming back but i got this:<br /><br />emmakay17: so comin home from our soccer game. rachel and i were sittin in the back of the bus...<br />She leans over and says "emily that guy looks like hes driving naked"<br />i was like "what?" i look over and...<br />HE WAS NAKED!<br />and you know what he was doing?<br />JACKING OFF!!!<br /><br />hahahaha. i guess she had to let me know. thats awesome. well....i guess i'll go find something to do...or something. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:36568 2004-10-17T17:13:19Z 2004-10-17T17:13:19Z stiff little fingers - gotta gettaway the last 2 nights have been fun. i cant so much remember either of them but uh...friday night tylar, ryan, juston, riley, and jon came over and we hung out on my porch. then jon left. and we all went into my room and tylar, ryan, and juston fell asleep so riley left. then i got really bored so i had nikki come over. nate was supposed to come over so me and her went looking for him but couldnt find him and we got back and saras car was here and nobody was at my house so we walked to the church and they were smoking. so we smoked some and came back. then i fell asleep. and stuff. today i went over to trevors and nate, stephanie, nikki and trevor were over there. then we went to travises and tylar, ryan and juston came over. and all of us but travis went to the max and met jon and smoked some. then we went to...the place misfits were playing. we found gerbil and smoked with him. then we met rob and joe and decided to go back to his apartment. so all 43,873 of us tried to fit on this really full max. and somewhere we lost travis. so we went to robs and smoked and were merry. then rob, trevor, nate, joe, and me went to 7 11 and got some wine. we drank then went back to robs and smoked more. then my sister came and picked me and stephanie up and took us back here. and today im supposed to help her move into her new apartment and i think im staying over there tonight. so yay. thats all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:sonicreducer77:36345 2004-10-15T13:52:03Z 2004-10-15T13:52:03Z yay. i just woke up and my mom told me oh you dont have to go. because its a half day and saras got this thing at applebees where you bring your family in to practice waitressing on them. woo. im going back to sleep.